urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:powerlove I'm pretty much a big deal . 2008-11-08T09:19:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:powerlove:47572 2008-11-08T09:19:30Z 2008-11-08T09:19:48Z Jason Mraz - Childlike Wildlife | Powered by Last.fm <br /><img alt="" src="http://img93.imageshack.us/img93/7576/86189839up5.jpg" /><br /><br />Austin.<br /><br />Austin and I have been through a lot together this past year, and he's stuck by my side through everything. He's helped me figure out who I am, and who I want to be. No matter what happens at the end of the day I know he's there for me no matter what. I'm not sure what I'd do without him in my life.<br /><br /><br /><br />funny how that was on my myspace still... its gone now - funny how he's doing pretty damn fine without me in his life, and I am alive without him in my every day...its just hard still... idk how to explain it. Theres a void, that I'm sure in due time it'll be numb and hopefully someone else can come in and fill that void...but until then...its there...mocking me, telling me I fucked up just by being me. Oh well. Life goes on. right? right...<br /><br />I don't really know how else to explain it... it just seems like this hasn't hurt him, like he doesn't miss me, and he doesn't miss having someone to talk to...deep down I know he's a good actor with his emotions, but sometimes I wonder if hes THAT good...does that make sense?<br /><br />You're now reading the LiveJournal to a 21 year old business woman. Starting December 1st there will be some major changes in my life. I will NEVER have to work 2 jobs again...<br /><br />I have one final interview on Wednesday of next week but I was told I was hired...I just have to meet with the general manager.<br /><br />I will be working 9-5<br />12.00 an hour to start<br />full benefits<br />weekends off<br />holidays off<br />PAID vacation after 1 year<br /><br />I'll be moving out of the house I'm living in and will be moving in with Darren, a co-worker of mine (at LNT)'s best friend - I'll be renting the downstairs of his house, with heated floors!! So very excited.<br /><br />Linens-N-Things' final day is Sunday November 16th 2008... It's bittersweet... I'm buying a bed from them - mattress and boxspring, and the frame for 125 - I'm getting a grown up bed!!! This is what the bed looks like... (the frame)<br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><img src="http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/photos-ak-sf2p/v360/5/94/503631763/n503631763_912324_383.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br /><br />and this is the bedding I'll get...<br /><img src="http://lnt.imageg.net/graphics/product_images/p4620966dt.jpg" alt="" /><br />That duvet, with the round pillow<br /><br />and the sheets will be similar to these<br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/31m%2BtXs%2Bc-L.jpg" /><br /><br />I sliced open my thumb really bad yesterday at work - it needs stitches but I don't have insurance, story of my life.<br /><br />I need sleep its 1am<br />i'll post again soon.<br /><br /><br /><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:powerlove:528 2007-12-20T09:03:19Z 2008-06-08T05:32:44Z <center><img border="0" src="http://img266.imageshack.us/img266/4881/friendsonlyqh6.jpg" alt="Comment to be added" /><br /> <br />Comment to be added.<br /><br /><br />There are some weird people out there.</center>