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November 8th, 2008 � 1:18am ] |
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Austin.
Austin and I have been through a lot together this past year, and he's stuck by my side through everything. He's helped me figure out who I am, and who I want to be. No matter what happens at the end of the day I know he's there for me no matter what. I'm not sure what I'd do without him in my life.
funny how that was on my myspace still... its gone now - funny how he's doing pretty damn fine without me in his life, and I am alive without him in my every day...its just hard still... idk how to explain it. Theres a void, that I'm sure in due time it'll be numb and hopefully someone else can come in and fill that void...but until then...its there...mocking me, telling me I fucked up just by being me. Oh well. Life goes on. right? right...
I don't really know how else to explain it... it just seems like this hasn't hurt him, like he doesn't miss me, and he doesn't miss having someone to talk to...deep down I know he's a good actor with his emotions, but sometimes I wonder if hes THAT good...does that make sense?
You're now reading the LiveJournal to a 21 year old business woman. Starting December 1st there will be some major changes in my life. I will NEVER have to work 2 jobs again...
I have one final interview on Wednesday of next week but I was told I was hired...I just have to meet with the general manager.
I will be working 9-5
12.00 an hour to start
full benefits
weekends off
holidays off
PAID vacation after 1 year
I'll be moving out of the house I'm living in and will be moving in with Darren, a co-worker of mine (at LNT)'s best friend - I'll be renting the downstairs of his house, with heated floors!! So very excited.
Linens-N-Things' final day is Sunday November 16th 2008... It's bittersweet... I'm buying a bed from them - mattress and boxspring, and the frame for 125 - I'm getting a grown up bed!!! This is what the bed looks like... (the frame)
( Cut because Jamie loves them )
I sliced open my thumb really bad yesterday at work - it needs stitches but I don't have insurance, story of my life.
I need sleep its 1am
i'll post again soon.
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December 20th, 2007 � 1:02am ] |
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There are some weird people out there.
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